It has been years now, I don't remember anymore when it started but atleast 6 years ago I realised I am going to have ot work harder than I expect to achieve a basic level of independence and freedom. And so far the only method that I have come this far that would work out for me is Computer Science. I believe this is the test of my patience and persistence of how long I can keep bouncing back to this life of mine that keeps kicking me away from things I want. I have fallen from level 10 of skills and knowledge to level 0 so many times it feels like a never ending loop that keeps repeating my misery again and again and is trying to make me believe this shit ain't for me.
Hi,
My name is Pranav and I am here to document myself bouncing back for the Nth time so I don't have to fall back to level 0 because of my lazy and days/weeks of procrastination.
After months of staying on and off the track the time has come an opportunity has walked up to me.
PS: Not gonna mention what it is but whatever it is, I am mainfesting it right now I will get it done before the deadline and it will be done so flawlessly nothing, and no one is gonna believe an absolute beginner in the tech industry built it.It's as The Power of Your Subconscious mind says, believe in what you want as if you already have it and the future has it waiting for you to. Claim it now! I am gonna do so and make myself as well as my surrounding work for me.
It shall be done and hopefully we'll be documenting the journey each night in detail of what I got done during the day.Future has wealth, scuccess and confidence waiting for me and I shall have it.
Goodnight (P)